skinnyskinny

eighteen. ex-bulimic. i now restrict and purge only when i absolutely need to. i simply want to be in control. i need to be strong. empty. pure. clean. <3

height: 5'1"
hw: 130
cw: 115
lw: 105
gw1: 110 - teeth whitening
gw2: 105 - new shoes
gw3: 100 - tragus piercing
ugw: 97 - tattoo <3
story of my life. but you know what the good thing about life is? i can change this. and let me tell you, i will. i have been bulimic on and off for the past year and a half. my weight before i started was about 130lbs on my worst day. i got all the way down to 106lbs but then i began to try and recover on my own. bulimia is honestly the worst thing i have ever done to myself. stuffing my face with anything and everything then bending over a toilet while sticking a toothbrush down my throat was hell. but gaining weight back has motivated me to loose again. now, i am determined to be thin, but i&#8217;m done doing it that way. i hate looking down at my thighs and wanting nothing more than to cut the fat away. or bending over just to feel the flab on my stomach. i am going to be skinny. i am going to be beautiful and perfect. this blog is my journey. help me along the way? talk to me, give me advice, be my friend, my support, and i will be that for you. lets be strong together. ask me anything :)

story of my life. but you know what the good thing about life is? i can change this. and let me tell you, i will. i have been bulimic on and off for the past year and a half. my weight before i started was about 130lbs on my worst day. i got all the way down to 106lbs but then i began to try and recover on my own. bulimia is honestly the worst thing i have ever done to myself. stuffing my face with anything and everything then bending over a toilet while sticking a toothbrush down my throat was hell. but gaining weight back has motivated me to loose again. now, i am determined to be thin, but i’m done doing it that way. i hate looking down at my thighs and wanting nothing more than to cut the fat away. or bending over just to feel the flab on my stomach. i am going to be skinny. i am going to be beautiful and perfect. this blog is my journey. help me along the way? talk to me, give me advice, be my friend, my support, and i will be that for you. lets be strong together. ask me anything :)